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It’s the late nights that get you

On July 15, 2019 · Add Comment
Thank you for your email: It’s been more than a year since the last time I saw you reply. I just found this site and read your story and I’m so sorry. My first mediation session in Sacramento family court resulted in the mediator reporting that he was stalking me, he was withholding the children [...]
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5 years and a lifetime to go…

On January 9, 2018 · 4 Comments
Could it really be nearly 5 years since I’ve seen my daughter? But for the huge hole in my heart it might be hard to believe. It’s funny, I see her (actually what she looked like 5 years ago) in random places and faces. One more reason to hate the State of California family court [...]
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Talent better served

On September 30, 2017 By CPawnWPAdmin
I came across this bit of local news today. I don’t think a week goes by that I don’t recount my encounter with this officer. I doubt she even knows the impact she had with her lack of training and immaturity. At least that’s what I hope it is because if that’s how they [...]
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That upon which we focus… increases

On June 19, 2017 By CPawnWPAdmin
Sue_Mayo_17619 Here’s Sue Mayo’s ensuing report. A couple facts that are just so blatantly in error, I feel compelled to address. My ex was never locked out of the house. He was locked out of 2 bedrooms… the one I was sleeping in and my office. These rooms had no other purpose and were [...]
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Human behavior is predictable

On April 3, 2017 By CPawnWPAdmin
I wonder how many lives Sue Mayo, James Paulsen, the Contra Costa Family Court Services have decimated? Yes. People are wounded coming through their doors. But to harm the least of these looms on their souls. A couple unfortunate individuals who have found themselves, unwittingly, inside the dark world of Sue Mayo, James Paulson and [...]
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A time long ago

On March 20, 2017 By CPawnWPAdmin
My name has long faded from the court’s memory. As has the little girl who’s life they’ve damaged forever: my daughter. I’ve not seen my daughter for many years now. By the simplest psychological standard, she will carry the damage incurred at the hands of the Contra Costa County Family Court Services, James Paulsen, and [...]
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Fast update

On January 29, 2015 By CPawnWPAdmin
I’m now well into year two of not having seen my daughter. My ex has moved to Las Vegas, a most perfect place for a 59 year old with a child pornography addition, and my daughter is now in college, far away from both of us, but still under the extremely caustic trance of a [...]
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Never liked it anyway

On December 18, 2014 By CPawnWPAdmin
When the time comes, and it will, here’s an awesome website for disposing of all the stuff from the ex with no taste. I personally think it should be a give-away site, but oh well. It also works for spoiled children. Onward.
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The last homecoming

On December 18, 2014 By CPawnWPAdmin
I’m clearing the hurdle of past lives. It’s a matter of self-preservation and sanctity of health and well-being. Back to my rhythm of travel, I’m heading out of the country for a long-awaited trip to Southeast Asia in the days ahead. Life is beyond anything I might have imagined a year ago. I never lost [...]
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Don’t let yesterday take up too much of today

On December 15, 2014 By CPawnWPAdmin
Here’s the bad news: Self-involved narcissists are able to manipulate teenagers and harm them for the rest of their lives likely perpetuating a whole new generation of narcissists. After all, someone who is their own god can do no evil in their world, population 1. Sad. Heart-breaking. But eventually life goes on. Both my ex-husband [...]
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